i miss my iPod

i miss my iPod very very much.

i had to go and be a douche bag and unknowingly wash it with my laundry.

i hate laundry.

i have to work 6 til midnight tonight.

i do not understand why i can't make up my mind about anything.

first i wanna leave fsc then i wanna go to new york then i wanna stay at fsc and go to new york after then i want to go to boston then i want to go to new york again but only after i'm in boston for a while then i just don't know anything. now i want virginia.

how does someone go from new york to boston to new york to boston to virginia?

virginia..... what is in virginia. boston has family. new york has family. florida has family. no way am i staying in florida. virginia is pretty. and it snows. and it's in the middle.

i'm changing my major to english next year with a minor in graphic design. because i have come to the realization that there is absolutely no future for me as an artist anywhere, especially new york city. that's kind of hard to take in, but it is what it is. i'm better at writing then drawing a picture. it is what it is.

i need to concentrate on what i'll be doing as opposed to where i'll be doing it.